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Rachel

21 August

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Thursday, October 29, 2009




i recall when you said that you would never leave me
you told me more so much more like when the time you whispered in my ear
there was heaven in my heart i remeber when you said that youd be here forever
then you left without even saying that youre leaving
i was hurt and it really wont be easy to forget yesterday
and i pray that you would stay but then youre gone
and oh so far away
i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
i'll just keep on dreaming till my heartaches end
and then you left without even saying that youre leaving
i was hurt and it really wont be easy to forget yesterday
and i pray that you would stay but then youre gone and oh so far away
i was afraid this time would come i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe ill just dream of you tonight and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
i'll just keep on dreaming till my heartaches end
till my heartaches end..
oohh…ooohh.. i was afraid this time would come
i wasnt prepared to face this kind of hurtin from within
i have learned to live my life beside you
maybe i'll just dream of you tonight and if into my dream you come and touch me once again
'ill just keep on dreaming till my heartaches end
keep on dreaming till my heartaches end




7:34 AM

Friday, April 10, 2009




I'm back with good news! I'm finally hired! Well, it's just a 6 months contract job though. I think i better much accept it and gain some experience first. :) This was the first formal interview i went (3rd/04) and i got accepted the following week on 6th April 09.

There is so much that i had to learn. Paper work, dealer receipt, software swift etc.. I'm pretty comfortable with the job at the moment. I'm not too such if i will feel the same in the upcoming future though. Haha.. I'm not too sure if I have accepted this job too fast as the following day and next, i rec'd calls from 2 bigger banks. I heard so much that i should go ahead with the interview since the former company is a just a contract job. Hmmm.. well... i just felt pretty troublesome to attend interview and stuff all over again =x

Low pay is okay, i'm glad i'm hired in the banking sector :)

on the sad side, i have left benefit cosmetics :( everything came too fast and i didnt get to explain and leave. But nvm... am looking forward to 3rd may! KTV with the girls ya.. ^^




4:53 PM

Wednesday, March 18, 2009




Bless me...




11:58 AM

Tuesday, March 10, 2009




Okay super lag of post.

Valentine's Day and our 3year anniversary had passed. It was such a pity that the BF wasnt in town to celebrate with me. So i had my ass off to work. Haha. Anyway many of my friends had been searching high and low for jobs since January and some even way before like last year! Only a couple of them secure themselves with a job, majority are like still dazing around pinning tomorrow will be a better day. For your info, I have officially started my job hunt too. Been to one agent like 2 weeks back and it was basically plain waste of time. Now that i had learnt my lesson, I know searching jobs through the net will be better. Haha.. However, i MAY BE WRONG because till now, I have yet to secure a single interview with any company! Is the market really that bad or am i not open to choices or basically no one is hiring fresh graduate with no experience?

I am looking forward to leave my current parttime job and start on my CAREER. What should i do to make it big? Or rather to even get hold of a perfect job? Roar... So much that i wanted in life, so much that i wants to travel, so much that i wanna do but just the wrong time...

Okay I just need more luck and believe tomorrow will be a better day! Miracle do happens ya :)
Anyway... since my computer crash and pinky (lappy) doesnt have much photo. I managed to save a couple picture of us. Holding hands down the bridge that irritates him so much. Haha! but i dont care... :) When are we travelling again?







11:26 AM

Monday, February 2, 2009




Let the pictures do the talking :)

Dinner at Tampines Swensen on chu-er:


Random:
The BF and his favourite smelly weiwei.

The Happy Family. I will be wearing that hat too! :P



The couple masking day.
Mask: Kose




The lovable boy. Look at those pinkish hair-pins. You look so cute la. ^^



Last min shopping in town with the BF an Sister.
Sis managed to get her lancome blusher and a heels.
BF gotten his CK polo and CK underwear. :x
I have gotten a pink C&K heels that gave me tonnes of blisters. (0.o") Crap




Sister and BF at TCC. :)



Okay, that's all for today.
Counting down to 28th Feb :)
When will i see you again...
I'm gonna start planning for my job search so that i can save up abit to travel again :)
No support anymore... Sian!




10:33 AM

Wednesday, January 21, 2009




After a day of work~ it's masking time. Super bad complexion lately which almost led me to depression.

Managed to complete my homework, like.... finally!
CNY is round the corner and i'm not done with my shopping yet. Jialat...
Gotten rush everything by tomorrow.

Anyway I'm looking forward to see Baby soon :) Time for dating... Hehe




11:58 AM

Thursday, January 15, 2009




Just a quick update, I have gotten back my money and attended Jer's wedding.


As for CNY, I'm still deciding what to wear on the first day. I have got 1 flowerish kimono chongsam lookalike which baby thinks look like curtain. I have gotten a pink tube dress and baby suggested that i better dont wear it cause i have got fat arms. To put salt on my wound, I am fat almost all part. Sigh... okay, i just got to face the fact.


As for pyjamas, i have gotten 3 already. No kinky style, haha.. all big t-shirt dress like those you can find at any 'parsamalam', comfy leh. :) I'm planning to get one sexy one... soon!


Japanese class is getting tougher each time. I really dont understand most of it! Jialat la.



Mr. Love @ Lido Tcc. >>>> I will see u soon love! Muackz :)





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